Madina was texting me from the audience. She told me that they were waiting for the president to arrive, and also - Shamsail was there. This is what made me most nervous because I didn't expect him to be there and he is the one who gave me this job here. I don't want to let him down and I didn't want to embarrass him on stage. I was shaking!
I was so nervous that my mouth was trembling when I actually went on tage and was singing - I hope the cameras didn't pick that up. There was also one point at the end of our routine where a dancer is spinning with a Chechen flag and a Canadian flag and Aimani and I are also spinning along side him. OMFG! I forgot to look at only 1 spot while spinning because I was too high strung and when we stopped spinning I almost passed out! My eyes went crossed and and I let out a small yelp an all I was thinking was - DON'T FALL!!! I could only see Shamsail's face in my head while praying not to pass out at the concert of the year on stage- hahahaha.
Here I am after the concert with one of Aimani's dancers.
And yesterday when I was about the shoot the news in the studio - Amina Akmadova and Asyet Abubakarova came to shoot a new music video. I took their photo...
Nothing more to say tonight except - I am too tired to think straight. I have a lot to do tomorrow and I am nervous about going to this lovzar party. I better practice dancing!
